Its weird how the pattern of missery repeats itself again and again.

• Monday: not too good but not to bad


• Tuesday: starts fine. Undesired intereaction -> fridge feeling


• Wendesday: Absolute shit. I can't even think clear


• Thursday: Morning rock bottom. After prayer normally things look up by the evening everything is great.


• Friday: Life is wonderful as I work


• Saturday: Time for my-self. Time for others


• Sunday: oups have to do lots of things.... but I just don't do them

Why is is always the same? Well I have made a decission and make a move on it. I should have done it earlier but I guess I did not have the energy for.

I am feeling a lot better now. I doubt it was the cumin in yesterdays rice in Thrasos kitchen. They are leaving for the holiday. Good holiday and luck to them.

Doors have closed. Well at least this time I dared to knock on them. I guess I just have to try harder yet now the energy is not there. Its simply not there. Have to do quite a few things today so I will deffinetly carry on this path to perdition being absolutely exausted. I don't know what to do... But somewhere deep down I know things will be allright.

Mood: down relly deep down...

As the afternoon progresses the mood has more than declined ... periclited...

Mood: down as could be.

The morning is rainy. But in only rains outside... thingss have settled down a bit as solutions are there. Now its just the shock. The aftermath is non important. One just carries with his life the way he should.

Mood: get working you sad git....

There are very few things that do piss me off in this planet absolute incompetence is one of them actually is the thing. To be rewarded in ones thought through the demonstration of absolute incompetence is great. In fact there a very few better pleasures. The problem comes when one can not dettach itself from it. Things do get nasty by the minute, by the second, but hey is that not what we call fun by all means.

Mood: Pissed off I guess... very pissed off

woke up this morning feeling dizy. My room spun around a couple of time when I stood up. the acceleration on the rotation has decreased but I am not fully there yet. Its funny. Last night I barelly drank during the football match.

And Yes I know spain is out....

I hope that this spinning is going to help with the work that I am doing.

Tonight I'll be seing my girlfriend... youpieeee. Gotta clean my room first though.

Mood: like in a whirl-y-gig.