Yesterday night was the custard factory... yesterday it was Hip-Hop yesterday I enjoyed myself like I had not done for a while. Ile the urban ambiences that melt in the twilight of the mediocrity that surrounds them....

Stay strong, resist for culture expresses itself in many diverse ways and all of them ought to be enjoyed and let to bloom.

Mood: great... I love lazy mornings.

Yesterday night after the match we went by the lake... talked about life the universe and everything else... my girlfriend was around which was very good. Sadly enough she is going to be busy again for the next few days. Well that is the price to pay when you date an intelligent woman. They like their job and make sacrifices for it. I am the same only I just happen to be iddle at this moment.

Mood: tired but reconforted in the fact that I am loved.

End of day off to see the Spain Grece match at Einsteins hopefully it will be fun....

Mood: upbeat.. good and great...

Heard from another old time lost friend... this time Esther a school friend from Brussels. She seems to be doing fine it that grey old place that Brussels was... The sun shines the mood brightens up.

Wonder what my girld friend is up to I hope she finished her proposal... good luck to her again.

The day is sunny. Things are deffinetly looking up. The fight is not over but who knows. At least solutions are appearing. And with all fareness they seem to be fare.

Mood: upbeat... after a hazy morning...

Dark clouds cover the sky after a few days of sunshine and it does feel like this change sweeps also the inside of my little world. I got a new toy which is always nice. I do like new toys... they are fun. its a tool for work and that makes it all the more interesting.

On the other fronts it is still the clam before the storm and i am sure it will be something silly... very silly that will spark it all out.... We shall see... I am still scared I have to admit.

Mood: lost in translation as I do some work...

The day has been weird. Go some stuff to do which looks interesting don't know where it will take me but the rage inisde is still present. I guess the toy got broken once again and there ain't a way to fix it.

I would say there is an overall improvement of the weather on the outside. The inside is another story. Well hey... life is an adventure lets see where it all takes us... who knows this time things may be ok.

Mood: Puzzeld to death.... or rather not trusting... its very weird...

The weekend was gorgeous the monday was not. Bad news have arrived from the unspeakable front. Well it shall be what it shall be the fight wil be fought and we just hope that things will turn out for the best. Time to say a prayer as the fear grows inside...

Well we may have grin and bear it... we may have to carry on... We shall see but this feeling of my life being in the hands of others is far too familiar... last time it wasn't a pretty sight... last time it wasn't a pretty sight.

Mood: down... yet having some hope.