Happy BirthdayIn a week and a few hours I will be celebrating a very weird first aniversary. In effect it will be one year that I have been working. In the last year I have realised that alot of things have changed in my life. The first few moments where full of uncertainties, lacking confidence and full of fear. They where nothing but the continuation of the month of unsettlement that the summer had represented. Then step after step tings got better. First in the reunion with my-girlfriend. We got together in november and that changed my way of looking at life in a great way. Then we decided to movein together, with an associated series of bumps. Well I got kicked out like a dog from the house that I had lived so long in. I managed to loose contact with one of my friends shortly after. Then came spring and the early incertainties of my new co-existence. I never thought how difficult co-exiting is. It is a mutual effort in controling oneself, ones feelings, not to change but to enable the freedoms of the other.
Then there is the whole discovery of the all so tricky work/life balance. I guess that for someone that is pasionate about what I do like me this those pose some challenges. Even in this homehow difficult exercise I got the whole support and reasurance from my girlfriend.
I guess that throughout this year it has been the realisation that life is a perpetual evolution and has to be taken as it comes. Embracing the present with what it brings and being cautious of all the false friends that may appear. Not being worried about re-discovering oneself in each and every step of the way. All of the changes that have appeared are here to stay, its the introduction of another plane that will in effect not change. Well if this is as good as it gets... I feel truly blessed for the people and the circunstances that surround me. I feel truly blessed for the reciprocal love that I experience making the road ahead only better.
Ti Amo. Lo Sai?