My girlfriend came round to visit me yesterday. It was good to show her where I live and some of my friends. It felt like her place was really there. Showed her the Richmond riverside too. It just felt so good walking by with her. Now she is back up there in BrummyLand. We both hate that place. I just hope that things will be ok and that she will be able to relocate to London.

I can not wait for us to live toghether if that is what shall happen. I was a bit worried at first she may not find my friends ok. But after Friday night I feel resure she will fit right into my group of friends here.

I can not believe my luck and the happiness that she brings to my life. Its just a magical feeling. Oh that lovely feeling again....

The pleasure of enjoying ones work can only be surpassed by the pleasure of feeling loved. How blessed am I now that I have both? I do not know but it rates pretty high up there.

There was a cloud on my horizon. It was big and grey. The absence only replaced by a hope. The hope has now materialised itself. It may well be a long way to happines yet slowly we will get there. Now, for a long while I do no longuer feel alone. I hope she feels the same way I do. Loneliness is one of the worse things that can be thrown at us. The universe is a pretty cold place Thank God she appeared.

Now I honestly hope she never leaves again.