Thursday, June 03, 2004

That is it... printing out the document... now ready to compare... I so just love this job.

Thrasos sent me a text at 8 o'clock this morning asking me to wake him up. Which I did. I always feel bad about distrubing people in their sleep unless they really do ask for it. In this case I even have proof of it.

i need a favour from you. when you go to get your spiritual fast food today come by and wake me up . see ya


So I did. I only saw a courtain moving and I made a thumbs up sign. the hand that moved the courtain did the same. That was quite funny image I have to use it somewhere.

Beers form 6 o'clock. That is it.

Mood: definetly good though I should be working more.
Yesterday I just decided not to work... na. Woke up late 13:00 then decided to go climbing. Managed to do a couple of 5A's I am begining to get the feeling back. I throughly enjoy it. Stamina is not back but hey many years and packs of cigarattes have gone by since.

I also taped Sandra's flamenco class yesterday. Will get some stills from it once I can. I felt really bad not being capable of speaking with my girlfreind yesterdat... mobile phone trouble? Update: No, she was not feeling to well and went to bed. I don't blame her.

My calculations have finished now it is just a question of seing the results... as the coffee kicks in I will give it a go.

The mood is energetic yet thoughtful.

The unspeakable is no longer present so there are no problems as such... just a lingering rage in the background awaiting its return.

Hell will break loose sooner or later.

I got a new sig as I replied to a friend.

Seeker with self-manufactured light.

Mark tells me as I inquire him a bout this last line, and what he thinks of it, that I am too deep for my own good. To stop thinking like this and do my work.... I think I will follow his advice and finish this post...

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Its the end of the day... I leave my office i am quite happy for at last I am not scared... the future will come with troubled waters but right now i am enjoying the stillness before the storm.

State: upbeat but on the look-out.
The week-end was wild... complete switch of sleeping patterns. It was good to be able to be back to be a proper student again. Also got to know better my future house mates. I am looking forward to that is going to be half way bettween a hackers guild and a philosophical thinktank. Also spoke about the unspeakable with my mother, that did sort me out. I know have a better idea of how to handle the thing and new regained energy after having seen so many sunrises this week-end. Its grey outside but I don't really care.

Went for lunch and a "frapee" with Sandra. No coment on what I think of it as it is still pending discussion with Thrasos.

I am working and the bugs seemed to have been ironed out. The mood is upbeat yet aware of the amount of stuff I have to do. I feel like I can kick some ass again. Lets do it....