Got up at the standard late time. Dragged my-self to the office. I am sure if the technique I am using works and it is all very dishartening. Spoke with Marivi. She doesn't like the idea of me blogging.

In the dark our that this week is being. It is one ofthe only conforts that I get. Perhaps once things get back on track things will be fine. Human interaction feels like a bit too much at the moment. I just want to chill the fire that burns me inside.

I will post my text about life. It is pretty much how I feel at this moment.