This is my first post for a while. This new job is full of challenges yet it is exausting to be having to do 2 or more things at the same time. My master is still dragging and out of the scapism I have never had so many ideas of stories. Yet I just have to get my head down and carry on with it all. Life is made in that way.

What else can I do. live work and get on with it.... I still miss my ex-gril friend and wish we could get back but I sincerilly doubt she will want me. I Don't know what to do or how to keep the contact with her until I see her next. We shall see. The pain is still there though... and seems to be there to stay.