Its weird how the pattern of missery repeats itself again and again.

• Monday: not too good but not to bad


• Tuesday: starts fine. Undesired intereaction -> fridge feeling


• Wendesday: Absolute shit. I can't even think clear


• Thursday: Morning rock bottom. After prayer normally things look up by the evening everything is great.


• Friday: Life is wonderful as I work


• Saturday: Time for my-self. Time for others


• Sunday: oups have to do lots of things.... but I just don't do them

Why is is always the same? Well I have made a decission and make a move on it. I should have done it earlier but I guess I did not have the energy for.

I am feeling a lot better now. I doubt it was the cumin in yesterdays rice in Thrasos kitchen. They are leaving for the holiday. Good holiday and luck to them.